Premeditated Rendezvous
(Rick Bacus) from the album Morningstar (1978)
It's hard to see you as you were before
You've grown up, I hardly know you
But unannounced you walked right through my door
Premeditated Rendezvous
Perhaps you had a change of heart my friend
You said I'd go down with the ship
You said I'd tear myself apart again
Success was never in the script
May I remind you that I'm living now
The life I dreamed we'd have together
I never thought of losing you somehow
You never thought I'd find my treasure
Livin' alone ain't easy,
livin' with you is worse
I never found no one to please me,
feel like I'm living a curse
Well here it is, I give it all to you
Do with it what you please, it's yours
You know there's so much you could misconstrue
You see you've been so insecure